Wishes need fulfillment
When you’re lying in bed procrastinating and can’t seem to get up and do what it is you want and need, that’s a direct result of unfulfilled wishes.
That is what I learned when I started making my wishes come true, wishes I made a while back.
I imaged that I should come back and live in Kiev, I imagined that I should travel everywhere and maybe make a completely new country my home once I see my top picks. I imagined having a behind the scenes job during which I would learn a ton, but I wouldn’t be in front of the camera (yet).
That sudden realization – that struck me like lightning – led me to the next realization that I have only recently come to terms with. If too many wishes are not being fulfilled, not only do we stop dreaming, but also we are no longer able to be creative aka we stop creating new wishes.
Procrastination is the first physical response our body undergoes. What is worse our organism then will start to work with that energy and as it grows it can create physical diseases that will prevent us from fulfilling our wishes.
At some point I’ve subconsciously learned I don’t deserve things. We know that if we achieve things, especially financially – we will be able to easily fulfill our wishes. So I achieved, but just enough to survive.
Seems I continually denied myself things I really wanted. I was afraid, I didn’t believe in myself, I couldn’t move past certain type of pain. The small insignificant decisions associated with those feelings grew into bigger problems over time and I put my life on half pause for about ten years.
But as I was walking around in Barcelona, I suddenly realized why I was there. My whole journey to Kiev and all the cities I visited during the trip, was about taking the next steps to perfecting my life, my health, beauty and soul. And suddenly I easily created ten new dreams and had a clearer picture of my life and reality.
And while I know I will feel the overwhelming fear and my body will reject this new way of thinking with all its force as I continue to grow, I also know that you have to feel the fear and do it anyway.
By:
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𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮,
𝓐𝓙☙
